15. October 2009 · 2 comments · Categories: Personal · Tags:

I lost my shit tonight.

The day was okay. The evening was frustrating, angering and depressing, but nothing outside of what I deal with frequently throughout any given month. I even had time to cooldown and destress while reading Dean Koontz and doing laundry.

I put on my iPod and started doing the dishes about 30-40 minutes ago. And I just lost my shit. I have no freaking idea why. Just couldn’t stop sobbing. The helplessness in those moments is excruciating.

I’m confused as to whether I should really try to figure out what it was all about or not. So I’m letting it fly for now, and hope it’s just a randomly isolated incident.

Time to finish cleaning/eating so I can drive my ass out to Pittsburgh after leaving work early tomorrow.

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  1. i know how this feels. did so yesterday ūüôĀ hope you’re feeling better!

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  2. You should’ve made brownies that day. ūüėČ

    It’s called losing it = minor annoyances X (depression + general-past-disasters)^weekend-at-the-end-of-a-frustrating-week-and month.

    That was the equation that Einstein never really wrote down because he had no proof.

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