December 19 – Healing. What healed you this year? Was it sudden, or a drip-by-drip evolution? How would you like to be healed in 2011?
Most of my healing was done by summer, going into the fall. Having Rob around since the previous summer really helped do a lot for not letting me crash into a fallow well of depression. Between that and the other random support I’ve garnered through new friends and old, it has done a lot for allowing me to heal without having crashed, either. So it’s been a slow and steady process, so it really went unnoticed for the most part.
I would love to see much of the same for 2011. I’m too skeptical of anything too sudden or grand, as I automatically start to think I cannot deserve such a wonder or blessing. I’ll be humble in this regard, I really don’t want too much for their healing. They’ve provided the net to keep me from crashing, so as long as they don’t mind sticking by while I’m climb out and finish mending the rest of my emotional flaws and wounds, I think it will all turn out fine. *grins*